was no joke painting those walls at home! and dad and i only managed those ceilings! now both my arms are aching so much that i don't even feel my wrist injury anymore. good alternative treatment aye? haha
i was super pissed off with my mum today over the paints. she's like telling me to choose my own colour, only to say all my choices sucks and i should let her choose instead. really win already...then don't ask me to choose in the first place! grr... she's like our government you know...tell you to make a choice when you don't really have one? but i went ahead with the colour i wanted, without her blessings of course. heh...
anyways my cat was really confused about what we were doing the entire day, he stared at us suspicously from outside...i think he's put off by the smell of freshly coated paint too, cos he refused to come into the house...
damn i gotta stop typing, arms really painful right now.
Monday, February 05, 2007
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
i wish you'd lost!
i cannot believe i actually went all the way to the national stadium to watch the 22 people run around the field with a stupid ball. it was the ASEAN soccer semi-finals between Singapore and arch rival Malaysia on Saturday. it would have made more sense for me to be at the indoor stadium listening to S.H.E's concert lor. (it was on the same night) that's not the worse, i actually turned up in a silly red t-shirt and apparently many many others did the same thing. look at that 'red sea' of people! the 55,000 crowd that night was unreal.
actually i don't know why i turned up in a red tee, sitting at the Singapore side. afterall i was hoping that Malaysia would win us. i hate the soccer players, they are so arrogant. i can still remember their yaya papaya pattern when we used to train in the gym together. and the smell of their sweat seems to linger in the gym even after a very long time. yucks. conclusion, i is damn angry when Malaysia lost.
PD was very supportive of the SG team, and he seems a little unhappy to find out that i was actually rooting for the Malaysian team. haha. relax lah bro, i know you just got your PR and full of enthusiasm to show your interest in my country now... give it a few years and you will be as sian as me :P 
actually i don't know why i turned up in a red tee, sitting at the Singapore side. afterall i was hoping that Malaysia would win us. i hate the soccer players, they are so arrogant. i can still remember their yaya papaya pattern when we used to train in the gym together. and the smell of their sweat seems to linger in the gym even after a very long time. yucks. conclusion, i is damn angry when Malaysia lost.
PD was very supportive of the SG team, and he seems a little unhappy to find out that i was actually rooting for the Malaysian team. haha. relax lah bro, i know you just got your PR and full of enthusiasm to show your interest in my country now... give it a few years and you will be as sian as me :P 
Saturday, January 20, 2007
tattoo
been hanging out at Mel's tattoo shop. now that he has a pool table there, i pop over to play pool like every other day. if this goes on, i think by the end of this year we may be good enough to form a team and participate in a nine ball competition, heh!
it's actually quite an interesting place to hang out. you see the strangest people ever. i mean, why would anyone wanna put a permanent mark of Winnie the Pooh and his friends on his biceps??! not to forget the guy who liked satay so much that he decided to tattoo the word "SATAY" on his neck....sigh!
i share a love-hate relationship with this dog. love him for he's so sweet, hate him cos he is SO Smelly! he's Mel's dog btw, and his name is...what else but, Tattoo.
it's actually quite an interesting place to hang out. you see the strangest people ever. i mean, why would anyone wanna put a permanent mark of Winnie the Pooh and his friends on his biceps??! not to forget the guy who liked satay so much that he decided to tattoo the word "SATAY" on his neck....sigh!i share a love-hate relationship with this dog. love him for he's so sweet, hate him cos he is SO Smelly! he's Mel's dog btw, and his name is...what else but, Tattoo.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
no rain no
fwah...it was raining so hard a few days back that after the rain, what's left behind is a thick fog covering more than half of the skyscrapers in Shenton Way. this scene somehow reminded me of Hong Kong... 
then as i flip the papers, i found out that He Is Coming!!! in fact he is already in Singapore as i type my blog. but seriously, i think rain is the last thing we need now leh. later flood again.
then as i flip the papers, i found out that He Is Coming!!! in fact he is already in Singapore as i type my blog. but seriously, i think rain is the last thing we need now leh. later flood again.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
mind my own business
seriously...i've been wanting to set up my own business for a long time now. (and i actually believe i have pretty good business acumens!) the opportunity has come;- someone's willing to fork out money to support my entrepreneurship!
now the issue is: what business should i go into???
i really like Mel's life as a tattoo artist. he owns a shophouse right at Pagoda street, in the heart of Chinatown! where he lives and work at the same place. everyday he gets to interact with all sorts of people; tourists and locals alike. many of his customers became his friend after. his shop is always filled with friends who have come to hang out, just chill and to play pool with him.
then i was at this expensive (but good) physiotherapy clinic owned by this lady at Cecil St. she waits for the people who have made appointment to see her for the day. and while doing physio, she chats with her patients about what happened over the weekend, the latest topics in town and all... heaps of interactions and her job satisfaction comes in when she knows that she played an important part in their recovery process.
i wish i can be like them...have my own business, do something i have passion for, meet different people everyday, interact and derive job satisfaction...
but how? cos i don't know how to poke needles and put ink into people's flesh...nor do i know anything about fixing an injured wrist.
so can someone help me think of what business should i go into??
now the issue is: what business should i go into???
i really like Mel's life as a tattoo artist. he owns a shophouse right at Pagoda street, in the heart of Chinatown! where he lives and work at the same place. everyday he gets to interact with all sorts of people; tourists and locals alike. many of his customers became his friend after. his shop is always filled with friends who have come to hang out, just chill and to play pool with him.
then i was at this expensive (but good) physiotherapy clinic owned by this lady at Cecil St. she waits for the people who have made appointment to see her for the day. and while doing physio, she chats with her patients about what happened over the weekend, the latest topics in town and all... heaps of interactions and her job satisfaction comes in when she knows that she played an important part in their recovery process.
i wish i can be like them...have my own business, do something i have passion for, meet different people everyday, interact and derive job satisfaction...
but how? cos i don't know how to poke needles and put ink into people's flesh...nor do i know anything about fixing an injured wrist.
so can someone help me think of what business should i go into??
Monday, January 08, 2007
holy matrimony
i went for 2 different weddings over the weekend.
on saturday was a church wedding, the bride is one of my nanny's daughter. i think i've known her for as long as i've lived?? heh... she had a huge gown, ivory in colour. she looked blissful and pretty in it.
it's my first time at a church wedding and i thought it was quite romantic! i was almost moved to tears when the groom took the oath and promised to be with the bride forever...aww...
Mel was in a blue gown. gorgeous she is! my nanny's eldest daughter and also elder sister of the bride
my older sis...you don't have to tell me that we do not look alike. i know she prettier lah! but at least i am TALLER... :P
sunday was a malay wedding, the bride, Az, was my poly classmate + project mate. quite an eye opener since it's also my first time at a malay wedding. i really liked how the drums troupe escort the groom to pick up the bride.
Az looked really really beautiful with all that make up, elaborate costume and head dress.
i enjoyed the malay wedding although it would have been greater fun if my poly gang turned up with me...
and yes, it was an expensive weekend too. heh.
anyways, it is a very good way to start the new year. :)
on saturday was a church wedding, the bride is one of my nanny's daughter. i think i've known her for as long as i've lived?? heh... she had a huge gown, ivory in colour. she looked blissful and pretty in it.
it's my first time at a church wedding and i thought it was quite romantic! i was almost moved to tears when the groom took the oath and promised to be with the bride forever...aww...Mel was in a blue gown. gorgeous she is! my nanny's eldest daughter and also elder sister of the bride
my older sis...you don't have to tell me that we do not look alike. i know she prettier lah! but at least i am TALLER... :P
sunday was a malay wedding, the bride, Az, was my poly classmate + project mate. quite an eye opener since it's also my first time at a malay wedding. i really liked how the drums troupe escort the groom to pick up the bride.
Az looked really really beautiful with all that make up, elaborate costume and head dress.
i enjoyed the malay wedding although it would have been greater fun if my poly gang turned up with me...and yes, it was an expensive weekend too. heh.
anyways, it is a very good way to start the new year. :)
Friday, January 05, 2007
bucks $$
what an expensive day!
saw the sportzdoc at cuppage for my left wrist injury this morning...
25 mins of his consultation and medication cost me like 150 bucks! then he sent me for x-ray and that's another $32. later i got referred to this physiotherapist at cecil st, just 30 mins there meant another 80 bucks gone from my bank!
and i'm booked for another 3 sessions of physio next week. sigh...now i'm starting to wonder if my wrist is worth that much?? aiyoh...
saw the sportzdoc at cuppage for my left wrist injury this morning...
25 mins of his consultation and medication cost me like 150 bucks! then he sent me for x-ray and that's another $32. later i got referred to this physiotherapist at cecil st, just 30 mins there meant another 80 bucks gone from my bank!
and i'm booked for another 3 sessions of physio next week. sigh...now i'm starting to wonder if my wrist is worth that much?? aiyoh...
Monday, January 01, 2007
2007
oh my god. 2007 is here...and in this year, 2 'bad' things will happen to me. i will turn 25, and i will not be a student anymore.
quarter life crisis:
1. i am going to be retrenched as a Uni student in 4 months
2. i will then contribute to Singapore's unemployment rate
3. i am old, fat, broke and what else?
sucks.
i don't usually do new year's resolutions but guess i will this time?
1. be 55 kgs by June, maintain weight until at least Dec'07
2. chew my food (at least 10 times) properly before i swallow it
3. do not add salt to my food before i even taste it
nothing great, but hope i achieve them. to a healthier qix!
btw i am in Malaysia since 29th December. in KL now, going off to Sunway Lagoon later in the morning. will upload photos when i get back to Singapore on the 2nd.
happy new year to all!
quarter life crisis:
1. i am going to be retrenched as a Uni student in 4 months
2. i will then contribute to Singapore's unemployment rate
3. i am old, fat, broke and what else?
sucks.
i don't usually do new year's resolutions but guess i will this time?
1. be 55 kgs by June, maintain weight until at least Dec'07
2. chew my food (at least 10 times) properly before i swallow it
3. do not add salt to my food before i even taste it
nothing great, but hope i achieve them. to a healthier qix!
btw i am in Malaysia since 29th December. in KL now, going off to Sunway Lagoon later in the morning. will upload photos when i get back to Singapore on the 2nd.
happy new year to all!
Saturday, December 23, 2006
ASEAN University Games (AUG)
Opening Ceremony
apparently this AUG thingy is a big thing in Hanoi. the opening ceremony was so grand, almost like our NDP parade. guards of honour, mass display and fireworks display for almost 20 minutes!
Key People
NTU TKD Coach Mr Keith Chua
International Referees Mr Darren Lee (L) and Mr Robin Chow (R)
Physiotherapist Yi Jun (L) and Team Manager Celine (R)
didn't manage to take a photo with Uncle Sam; the sports trainer who was attached to TKD cos he is too camera shy. man, i love him!!! he melts my heart!!! (erm, don't think too much ok, he is old enough to be my father + he is married liao)
7 ardent fans from NTU TKD flew to Hanoi to support us in this event!
Food
biggest bowl of rice i have ever seen! heh...
four vietnamese friends brought me out for dinner on the last night
hawker food
Afterthoughts
the entire Singapore contingent only managed 2 golds. 1 from Silat and 1 from Taekwondo! so proud! it's like the very first time TKD became "the" sport to look out for in any Games. martial arts rulez!
apparently this AUG thingy is a big thing in Hanoi. the opening ceremony was so grand, almost like our NDP parade. guards of honour, mass display and fireworks display for almost 20 minutes!
Key PeopleNTU TKD Coach Mr Keith Chua
International Referees Mr Darren Lee (L) and Mr Robin Chow (R)
Physiotherapist Yi Jun (L) and Team Manager Celine (R)
didn't manage to take a photo with Uncle Sam; the sports trainer who was attached to TKD cos he is too camera shy. man, i love him!!! he melts my heart!!! (erm, don't think too much ok, he is old enough to be my father + he is married liao)TKD Team and Supporters
7 ardent fans from NTU TKD flew to Hanoi to support us in this event!
Foodbiggest bowl of rice i have ever seen! heh...
four vietnamese friends brought me out for dinner on the last night
hawker food
Afterthoughtsthe entire Singapore contingent only managed 2 golds. 1 from Silat and 1 from Taekwondo! so proud! it's like the very first time TKD became "the" sport to look out for in any Games. martial arts rulez!
was really proud that TKD managed to clinch a gold and four bronzes...it was quite an emotional moment to hear Majulah Singapura and watch our flag go up in first position. although i was not the one who got the gold, i was happy to witness this happening.
this trip must be the best TKD trip i have ever been to, for the past 7-8 years! free and easy, no politics, no need to hide my real feelings...everyone (well, almost everyone if you know what i mean) was really sincere. everyday we wake up and start talking crap until we fall asleep again at night. damn shiok! oh and we managed to get a teammate drunk and what she did after was Hilarious! heh.
we participated in the opening ceremony thingy, went to watch volleyball, basketball matches and supported our fellow athletes from Team Singapore. very interesting. something i always wanted to do when i go for such sports meet, but never had the chance because the national squad people were never participative in such events. sigh.
anyways conclusion is, very happy, very enjoyable, had heaps of fun, nice weather, met lots of kind people like uncle sam, Yi Jun and Dr Low, kept in touch with old friends from Vietnam and other countries...
SIMPLY AWESOME!
was really sad when we had to leave. nearly wanted to cry...serious! although i don't look quite like the emotional type..but yeah...wanted to cry. :(
Monday, December 18, 2006
weigh in woes
Hanoi is getting colder and colder as each day passes...
i arrived in Hanoi on the 15th, almost 3 kgs overweight! 2 days have passed and i managed to lose like 2 kgs.i'm so hungry now that i'm starting to get hallucinations! damn it. haven't been eating and i've been training twice a day. 1 more kg to go! arghs...
my match is on the 20th, can't wait for it to come! good news is, a medal is within reach, i just have to make sure that the team manager doesn't screw up during the drawing of lots.
alright, signing off now. using my friend's macintosh laptop and it's so damn difficult to use...
i arrived in Hanoi on the 15th, almost 3 kgs overweight! 2 days have passed and i managed to lose like 2 kgs.i'm so hungry now that i'm starting to get hallucinations! damn it. haven't been eating and i've been training twice a day. 1 more kg to go! arghs...
my match is on the 20th, can't wait for it to come! good news is, a medal is within reach, i just have to make sure that the team manager doesn't screw up during the drawing of lots.
alright, signing off now. using my friend's macintosh laptop and it's so damn difficult to use...
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
TKD trips, one after another
i helped to bring Mel's TKD club on a friendly match visit to a Malaysian club over last weekend in KL. the trip was good, the bunch of teenagers we brought over were rather interesting, and quite well behaved too i'd say. it was great to see how these youngsters mingle among their Malaysian counterparts.
it turned out that the Malaysian club we were supposed to visit belong to two of my Malaysian friends. we got to know each other at the regional games, that is quite a coincidence yeah...i was happy to catch up with them, we haven't saw each other for almost 2 years now as i have left the national team. (both of them left the national team the same time as me too)
the Malaysian team had very good discipline! their students came over to bow and greet me before and after the class. even at the farewell dinner, they waited for me to start eating before picking up their chopsticks. hmm... very impressed. this is what i call respect.
ok, leaving for the ASEAN University Games this friday. hopefully we find something to do in Hanoi or else it is going to be a boring 7 days. anyhows, i know that i am unprepared in terms of speed, stamina, fitness, (and being overweight by 2kgs is not much of a help) but i still hope that my skills and experience can bring me some results. at least a bronze.
we shall see!
it turned out that the Malaysian club we were supposed to visit belong to two of my Malaysian friends. we got to know each other at the regional games, that is quite a coincidence yeah...i was happy to catch up with them, we haven't saw each other for almost 2 years now as i have left the national team. (both of them left the national team the same time as me too)
the Malaysian team had very good discipline! their students came over to bow and greet me before and after the class. even at the farewell dinner, they waited for me to start eating before picking up their chopsticks. hmm... very impressed. this is what i call respect.
ok, leaving for the ASEAN University Games this friday. hopefully we find something to do in Hanoi or else it is going to be a boring 7 days. anyhows, i know that i am unprepared in terms of speed, stamina, fitness, (and being overweight by 2kgs is not much of a help) but i still hope that my skills and experience can bring me some results. at least a bronze.
we shall see!
Thursday, December 07, 2006
what's the password?
my NTU student password gets expired every end of the semester and i am supposed to change it for security purposes.
my greatest passwords of all time revealed!
yr 1 sem 1: ntusucks
yr 1 sem 2: ntufoodsucks
yr 2 sem 1: ntututorssucks
yr 2 sem 2: ntutoiletssucks
yr 3 sem 1: ntueverythingsucks
yr 3 sem 2: ??
just realised that the "sucks" passwords are longer each time. well guess it makes sense since i feel ntu gets suckier each semester.
since it is my final semester in school i thought i should be slightly different, a few passwords came to my mind:
iamsodonewithntu
thankgodiamoverntu
sogladiamleavingntu
not bad, but all like very long leh...maybe i should use this instead:
tpisthebest
short and sweet heh...
my greatest passwords of all time revealed!
yr 1 sem 1: ntusucks
yr 1 sem 2: ntufoodsucks
yr 2 sem 1: ntututorssucks
yr 2 sem 2: ntutoiletssucks
yr 3 sem 1: ntueverythingsucks
yr 3 sem 2: ??
just realised that the "sucks" passwords are longer each time. well guess it makes sense since i feel ntu gets suckier each semester.
since it is my final semester in school i thought i should be slightly different, a few passwords came to my mind:
iamsodonewithntu
thankgodiamoverntu
sogladiamleavingntu
not bad, but all like very long leh...maybe i should use this instead:
tpisthebest
short and sweet heh...
Saturday, December 02, 2006
crack ass
man...as far as i am concerned, exams have officially ended 3 days ago. sure it feels great to finish those evil papers that were set to make us feel like we're dumb asses when we're writing our scripts, by some dumbass lecturers to begin with!
finally got our backsides moving when me and NY met up for FYP. it took us forever to get started. after sitting 7 hours in the freezing cold NTU computer lab, we've got together some stuff and hopefully it's good enough to pull us through...now i'm starting to see some light at the end of the tunnel. but i'm still not sure if those lights are rays of hope, or headlights from an oncoming train that is gonna hit our buttocks hard at the end of my 3 years spent in school.
anyhow, what was i doing for the past few days yeah? i spent 2 days watching prison break (almost non stop) and managed to finish all 22 episodes of season 1. very efficient indeed. anyone with season 2?? i love the show. tell me if you have it please! tsk tsk...
finally got our backsides moving when me and NY met up for FYP. it took us forever to get started. after sitting 7 hours in the freezing cold NTU computer lab, we've got together some stuff and hopefully it's good enough to pull us through...now i'm starting to see some light at the end of the tunnel. but i'm still not sure if those lights are rays of hope, or headlights from an oncoming train that is gonna hit our buttocks hard at the end of my 3 years spent in school.
anyhow, what was i doing for the past few days yeah? i spent 2 days watching prison break (almost non stop) and managed to finish all 22 episodes of season 1. very efficient indeed. anyone with season 2?? i love the show. tell me if you have it please! tsk tsk...
Sunday, November 26, 2006
i got chinese ink
2 papers down, 1 more to go.
final paper in a few hours time...seriously i am getting a little worried. TANG POETRY!
i have not start to memorise the poems...i also have not memorise how to write the chinese characters that make up the poem... *duh
siao liao lor...
anyways this is the poem that i intend to memorise for question 1 of the exam paper. very the "got chinese ink" right?
无题诗 by 李商隐
昨夜星辰昨夜风，画楼西畔桂堂东。
身无彩风双飞翼，心有灵犀一点通。
隔座送钩春酒暖，分曹射覆蜡灯红。
啜余听鼓应官去，走马兰台类转蓬。
final paper in a few hours time...seriously i am getting a little worried. TANG POETRY!
i have not start to memorise the poems...i also have not memorise how to write the chinese characters that make up the poem... *duh
siao liao lor...
anyways this is the poem that i intend to memorise for question 1 of the exam paper. very the "got chinese ink" right?
无题诗 by 李商隐
昨夜星辰昨夜风，画楼西畔桂堂东。
身无彩风双飞翼，心有灵犀一点通。
隔座送钩春酒暖，分曹射覆蜡灯红。
啜余听鼓应官去，走马兰台类转蓬。
Monday, November 20, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
shame on you PQ
had a huge row with dad last night over some stupid thing like.. the SCV digital cable box! what the F?!
stupid cable box cannot be powered up and for some quirk reasons, he thinks i'm responsible for it.
the entire drama/saga could have been avoided if i had just freaking kept quiet and stop answering back to him every single time he tried to open his mouth. unfortunately for him that i had to be so 'eloquent' (only for the wrong reasons)...i absolutely crushed daddy's chances of winning the 'debate'. boh bian, as my screen name suggests...i am qixSALIVA wat...always saliva more than tea!
PQ...PQ...can you just shut your fucking mouth up the next time?!
why can't you just be daddy's girl? give in to him! afterall he has already given you the best he can right? at age 24, you're still a taker and not a contributor. how dare you bite the hand that feeds you? you deserve one tight slap on your shameless face!
finally: to avoid drama/saga episode 2...i scrambled out of the house on my cycle and didn't come back until 7am in the morning.
what a wimp.
stupid cable box cannot be powered up and for some quirk reasons, he thinks i'm responsible for it.
the entire drama/saga could have been avoided if i had just freaking kept quiet and stop answering back to him every single time he tried to open his mouth. unfortunately for him that i had to be so 'eloquent' (only for the wrong reasons)...i absolutely crushed daddy's chances of winning the 'debate'. boh bian, as my screen name suggests...i am qixSALIVA wat...always saliva more than tea!
PQ...PQ...can you just shut your fucking mouth up the next time?!
why can't you just be daddy's girl? give in to him! afterall he has already given you the best he can right? at age 24, you're still a taker and not a contributor. how dare you bite the hand that feeds you? you deserve one tight slap on your shameless face!
finally: to avoid drama/saga episode 2...i scrambled out of the house on my cycle and didn't come back until 7am in the morning.
what a wimp.
Friday, November 17, 2006
awake or asleep?
my core paper in 7 hours time...
i showered 4 times already, just to keep myself awake.
it is in times like this, i feel like slapping myself for skipping all the lectures.
PLS GIVE ME AN A!...although i am totally undeserving...
argh!
i showered 4 times already, just to keep myself awake.
it is in times like this, i feel like slapping myself for skipping all the lectures.
PLS GIVE ME AN A!...although i am totally undeserving...
argh!
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
world full of devils
that's it man. i am convinced that this world is full of devils.
at least for sure, the internet is full of devils! (casinos also)
everytime...every single time, when it comes to the examination period...something on the internet is bound to make me lose focus.
last semester...i was hooked on youtube. i watched Hard Gay throughout the night when i was supposed to be crunching numbers on the calculator and memorising my theories.
this semester...pacman!
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/pacman.html
and it doesn't help to have devilish friends who kept asking me out despite knowing that i have a paper on friday!
PQ U MUST FOCUS!
quote "focus is one of the top 5 critical success factor!"
sigh.
at least for sure, the internet is full of devils! (casinos also)
everytime...every single time, when it comes to the examination period...something on the internet is bound to make me lose focus.
last semester...i was hooked on youtube. i watched Hard Gay throughout the night when i was supposed to be crunching numbers on the calculator and memorising my theories.
this semester...pacman!
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/pacman.html
and it doesn't help to have devilish friends who kept asking me out despite knowing that i have a paper on friday!
PQ U MUST FOCUS!
quote "focus is one of the top 5 critical success factor!"
sigh.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Frontline
U ABSOLUTELY NEED TO CHECK THIS OUT
Frontline is a New Zealand hip hop music group formed by Nick Maclaren and David Dallas. Nick does the music and David is the rapper. Frontline recently won a music award in NZ and the following link is a really cool video of them at the awards.
David performing 'Lost in Translation' with Aaradhna in this video.
the coolest thing is; David Dallas is the younger brother of my bro-in-law! so you can say that David is my brother-in-law lah...
i hope they are making plans to hit Asia!
Frontline's MTV
Breath with Me
Lost in Translation
Frontline is a New Zealand hip hop music group formed by Nick Maclaren and David Dallas. Nick does the music and David is the rapper. Frontline recently won a music award in NZ and the following link is a really cool video of them at the awards.
David performing 'Lost in Translation' with Aaradhna in this video.
the coolest thing is; David Dallas is the younger brother of my bro-in-law! so you can say that David is my brother-in-law lah...
i hope they are making plans to hit Asia!
Frontline's MTV
Breath with Me
Lost in Translation
Monday, November 06, 2006
globalisation
globalisation, not in business terms but rather, socially, it has affected me. more and more friends and family have left, planning to leave Singapore or have left and came back...
called XX the other night. wanted to know how's she coping with life in Beijing so far. it seems like she's happy to be there with Kinbo, her Chinese boyfriend. but i also sensed that she has not totallly eliminated living in Singapore as an option. i know she might want to come back...but serious considerations have to be made, especially since it is not going to be easy for Kinbo to stay in Singapore, and to get a job.
i seriously admire XX's courage, her decision to give up her potential bright future, her comfortable and protected life, her family and friends here in Singapore. she flew off in a jet plane alone and ventured into the unknown lands of Great China in pursuit of true love. (against her parent's wishes too)
i'm sure life is not easy there. a foreign person in a foriegn country. all the cultural shocks and environmental changes...work, people, relationships...it all adds up. and it doesn't help that her family is not providing her with much mental support. after studying so hard in Switzerland to obtain her degree, she is made for bigger things in life. but instead, she chose to be with the man she loves.
called XX the other night. wanted to know how's she coping with life in Beijing so far. it seems like she's happy to be there with Kinbo, her Chinese boyfriend. but i also sensed that she has not totallly eliminated living in Singapore as an option. i know she might want to come back...but serious considerations have to be made, especially since it is not going to be easy for Kinbo to stay in Singapore, and to get a job.
i seriously admire XX's courage, her decision to give up her potential bright future, her comfortable and protected life, her family and friends here in Singapore. she flew off in a jet plane alone and ventured into the unknown lands of Great China in pursuit of true love. (against her parent's wishes too)
i'm sure life is not easy there. a foreign person in a foriegn country. all the cultural shocks and environmental changes...work, people, relationships...it all adds up. and it doesn't help that her family is not providing her with much mental support. after studying so hard in Switzerland to obtain her degree, she is made for bigger things in life. but instead, she chose to be with the man she loves.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Mr Heok
i have always talked about how much i wanted to see him again...i like him alot, he is the only teacher from secondary school whom i miss. you must understand that i generally do not like my teachers alot. (of course the feeling's mutual) i thought i might have a chance to see him at Ms Peh's wake, i did not.
but today, i bumped into him at Simei Eastpoint mall!
he still looks the same...apparently i still look the same to him too if not he wouldn't be able to recognise me. but was very disappointed because he doesn't seem to be very enthusiastic when talking to me. i do not know if it's because he has a friend with him, or if he is rushing off to somewhere or....
anyways, we had a very brief chat. the usual "how are you"..."working yet?" kind of conversation. sigh! but i have so much more to tell him!
so sad. :( when will i see him again??
but today, i bumped into him at Simei Eastpoint mall!
he still looks the same...apparently i still look the same to him too if not he wouldn't be able to recognise me. but was very disappointed because he doesn't seem to be very enthusiastic when talking to me. i do not know if it's because he has a friend with him, or if he is rushing off to somewhere or....
anyways, we had a very brief chat. the usual "how are you"..."working yet?" kind of conversation. sigh! but i have so much more to tell him!
so sad. :( when will i see him again??
NTU CMI
i got this from mrbrown.com
it shows an NTU lecturer sharing with his students, the kind of feedback he has gotten over the years on his teaching evaluation form.
to be honest, i always write unconstructive comments on those forms too. haha.
no wonder NTU is ranked 60+ in the world, compared to 49th position last year. sigh! and NUS' ranking has risen to 20+ i think! shit!
it shows an NTU lecturer sharing with his students, the kind of feedback he has gotten over the years on his teaching evaluation form.
to be honest, i always write unconstructive comments on those forms too. haha.
no wonder NTU is ranked 60+ in the world, compared to 49th position last year. sigh! and NUS' ranking has risen to 20+ i think! shit!
Monday, October 23, 2006
genting boleh
everything about Genting was great this time!! except that i lost money to the casino! but a quote from my friend made me feel better..."no, you cannot say that i lost money, what i did was to open an account with the casino and deposited my money there for the time being. i will be back to withdraw it, along with its interest!"
very positive thinking! :)
anyways apart from the casino, i finally got to play at the amusement park! i have never played at the theme park despite visiting genting for a few times already. finally found kakis who are thrill seekers too!
me and UU tried the free fall thingy for 3 times! so exciting! the feeling is similar to bungy too. wow, i am sure the free fall at Gold Coast is going to be so so so exciting since it is much higher than Genting's.
Mel totally regretted going on this flying coaster ride with us! can hear him cursing and swearing all the hokkien vulgars throughout the entire process. heh.
the go kart is a little boring. especially after driving at 160kmh from Singapore to KL...the go kart's 10kmh speed limit is just...too slow.
the cool weather made the trip even more enjoyable. :)
very positive thinking! :)
anyways apart from the casino, i finally got to play at the amusement park! i have never played at the theme park despite visiting genting for a few times already. finally found kakis who are thrill seekers too!
me and UU tried the free fall thingy for 3 times! so exciting! the feeling is similar to bungy too. wow, i am sure the free fall at Gold Coast is going to be so so so exciting since it is much higher than Genting's.
Mel totally regretted going on this flying coaster ride with us! can hear him cursing and swearing all the hokkien vulgars throughout the entire process. heh.
the go kart is a little boring. especially after driving at 160kmh from Singapore to KL...the go kart's 10kmh speed limit is just...too slow.
the cool weather made the trip even more enjoyable. :)
Sunday, October 15, 2006
malaysia tak boleh
i promised myself that i will spend the entire yesterday to catch up on my projects. but i totally wasted it away...again.
went in to JB with Mel, Ling, and YY last night, bad decision!
it was really late when we got there and only one stall was still operating, it was not our usual stall. ordered so much seafood but somehow, it doesn't taste as nice as our favourite stall leh. Mel felt uncomfortable throughout the entire meal cos there were so many big fat rats running around the place! it's kindda scary...although i am not as afraid of rats compared to cockroaches, which fortunately i did not see any. (maybe all eaten up by the rats liao)
then the stall owner tried to help us keep the rats away by pouring boiling water at them!!! EWW!! that's really cruel!! i can just picture how the rat's fur is going to fall off and their skin peeling!!
the DVD store was closed by the time we finished our meal...quite disappointed cos i have ran out of shows to watch. (just as well, exams coming!) on our way back to singapore...JAM...sian...kena stuck for 2 hours at least. and some idiot had to cut my lane dangerously...i nearly gave him the finger! but decided to blast him with the horn instead. haha...
luckily never buy DVD...the custom officer checked us rather thoroughly and he nearly spotted the pack of Malaysian cigarettes in my bag! first time kena checked until like that...must be because he saw how heavily tattooed Mel's arms were!! my face so kuai ok!
anyways...yeah...exams round the corner and yet i'm on a road trip to Genting next week!!! someone help me stay focused!!
argh...
went in to JB with Mel, Ling, and YY last night, bad decision!
it was really late when we got there and only one stall was still operating, it was not our usual stall. ordered so much seafood but somehow, it doesn't taste as nice as our favourite stall leh. Mel felt uncomfortable throughout the entire meal cos there were so many big fat rats running around the place! it's kindda scary...although i am not as afraid of rats compared to cockroaches, which fortunately i did not see any. (maybe all eaten up by the rats liao)
then the stall owner tried to help us keep the rats away by pouring boiling water at them!!! EWW!! that's really cruel!! i can just picture how the rat's fur is going to fall off and their skin peeling!!
the DVD store was closed by the time we finished our meal...quite disappointed cos i have ran out of shows to watch. (just as well, exams coming!) on our way back to singapore...JAM...sian...kena stuck for 2 hours at least. and some idiot had to cut my lane dangerously...i nearly gave him the finger! but decided to blast him with the horn instead. haha...
luckily never buy DVD...the custom officer checked us rather thoroughly and he nearly spotted the pack of Malaysian cigarettes in my bag! first time kena checked until like that...must be because he saw how heavily tattooed Mel's arms were!! my face so kuai ok!
anyways...yeah...exams round the corner and yet i'm on a road trip to Genting next week!!! someone help me stay focused!!
argh...
Friday, October 13, 2006
siong siong siong
preparations for the Asean Univ Games which would be held in Hanoi from 15-22 december has begun. seriously...the training is DAMN SIONG lah... i don't remember myself going through such siong training even for my SEA Games last time.
don't know if i can take it any longer. especially since i am not exactly very young anymore. not much motivation, the training is eating into a lot of my time and using up almost all my energy. wonder if i can sustain until the actual competition itself. i sure hope so, because i do not really want to disappoint the school coach, who has done so much for us.
suck it up pq!
don't know if i can take it any longer. especially since i am not exactly very young anymore. not much motivation, the training is eating into a lot of my time and using up almost all my energy. wonder if i can sustain until the actual competition itself. i sure hope so, because i do not really want to disappoint the school coach, who has done so much for us.
suck it up pq!
Monday, October 02, 2006
the angel must die
alright, i have a 1500 word Tang Poetry assignment due this thursday... the tutor said we can write just about anything related to Tang Poetry. as of now, i have written... 0 words.
i am so dead.
quick thinking me, went on baidu.com and searched frantically... my efforts finally paid off when i found a perfect article, 1612 words to be exact! the devil in me says i should just submit that article as though i wrote it. but the angelic side of me says i should be honest and try to churn out the report by myself.
i think i have no choice...the angel must die this time. cos i have alot of HK drama backlogs to clear!! too many episodes, too little time.
believe me, i am an angel trapped in a devil's body, i really am.
i am so dead.
quick thinking me, went on baidu.com and searched frantically... my efforts finally paid off when i found a perfect article, 1612 words to be exact! the devil in me says i should just submit that article as though i wrote it. but the angelic side of me says i should be honest and try to churn out the report by myself.
i think i have no choice...the angel must die this time. cos i have alot of HK drama backlogs to clear!! too many episodes, too little time.
believe me, i am an angel trapped in a devil's body, i really am.
Friday, September 29, 2006
i live in singapura
watch this clip as Hossan Leong sings about living in Singapore. rather well written song! so funny! heh...
i always thought that the TalkingCock.com events are imaginery one leh... i didn't know that they actually exist! i really wanna go for their events next time!! i want to talk cock!!
i always thought that the TalkingCock.com events are imaginery one leh... i didn't know that they actually exist! i really wanna go for their events next time!! i want to talk cock!!
Thursday, September 28, 2006
random ramblings...
@#$%&*....i misplaced my wallet, Again!! totally no recollection of where i could have left it. did i leave it on the 7-11 counter? the bench at pan pac? backseat of the cab?... i don't know lah! argh... i is so suay...all my credit cards, atm cards, ez link card, cash card, driver's license, my beloved tp alumni card...are gone! sad, very sad :(
according to the chinese horoscope thingy, people who are born in the year of the dog (ie: me) have got 破财运 this year. i wonder if i should reconsider my decision to go genting casinos with Melvin and company next weekend. sigh... don't wish to 破 more 财 leh!
anyways i jio jio-ed my TP lecturers to go Bangkok and they said ok! but...after some planning, it seems like it's not going to happen afterall? cos they are very ma fan people...children having exams lah... want to use kris flyer points to convert flight lah....ma fan ma fan lah. aunties are like that i guess?... haha
i am so screwed, so many assignments to hand in when school re-opens next week and i have not accomplished anything! i am officially sick of being a student already...i need to graduate... Fast!
according to the chinese horoscope thingy, people who are born in the year of the dog (ie: me) have got 破财运 this year. i wonder if i should reconsider my decision to go genting casinos with Melvin and company next weekend. sigh... don't wish to 破 more 财 leh!
anyways i jio jio-ed my TP lecturers to go Bangkok and they said ok! but...after some planning, it seems like it's not going to happen afterall? cos they are very ma fan people...children having exams lah... want to use kris flyer points to convert flight lah....ma fan ma fan lah. aunties are like that i guess?... haha
i am so screwed, so many assignments to hand in when school re-opens next week and i have not accomplished anything! i am officially sick of being a student already...i need to graduate... Fast!
Monday, September 25, 2006
life and death situation
...so, on thursday night, there were a couple of policemen hanging around my house when i came home. i thought someone had just broken into our flat! after talking to them, i found out that my neighbour had died in his house. the ah pek who died was really old, i guess he's about 90?
shortly after, i saw the casket people arrive to set up the tentage for the wake...hey but wait, why are there 2 different casket companies?....... another old folk from the next block had passed away that same night...
friday afternoon...i received an sms from WY, she said her dad passed away peacefully at home in the afternoon. can there be any more sad news? (noticed i said sad and not bad... because i really think, to live a life that long and can pass away peacefully, really not a bad deal...i've seen people who struggled and died really painfully...now that's really bad)
yes! cos on friday evening, another sms came to me, this time from V. she told me that her mum had just passed away in the hospital.
this year's mooncake festival is not going to be very meaningful for some people :(
ok sad moments aside, i just received an sms, this time good news. CF's water bag broke this morning! she is in the process of delivering her baby boy while i'm here at this blog!! woo hoo!
finally some good news :)
shortly after, i saw the casket people arrive to set up the tentage for the wake...hey but wait, why are there 2 different casket companies?....... another old folk from the next block had passed away that same night...
friday afternoon...i received an sms from WY, she said her dad passed away peacefully at home in the afternoon. can there be any more sad news? (noticed i said sad and not bad... because i really think, to live a life that long and can pass away peacefully, really not a bad deal...i've seen people who struggled and died really painfully...now that's really bad)
yes! cos on friday evening, another sms came to me, this time from V. she told me that her mum had just passed away in the hospital.
this year's mooncake festival is not going to be very meaningful for some people :(
ok sad moments aside, i just received an sms, this time good news. CF's water bag broke this morning! she is in the process of delivering her baby boy while i'm here at this blog!! woo hoo!
finally some good news :)
Thursday, September 21, 2006
i love skippy!
why the hell am i still online at this hour? it's 419 am for godsake!!
and i am supposed to wake up and go to school for my tutorials in like 4 hours time?!
1. Tang Poetry Class: i attend i also don't understand.
2. Retail Management Class: i no need to attend i also can understand.
yay! i am so going to skip school today!
and i am supposed to wake up and go to school for my tutorials in like 4 hours time?!
1. Tang Poetry Class: i attend i also don't understand.
2. Retail Management Class: i no need to attend i also can understand.
yay! i am so going to skip school today!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
so wat u wan?
i realised something...
Singaporeans do not know what they want, but they know what they do not want.
let me give you a simple example:
me: eh eat wat?
friend: dunno leh...sian
me: fried rice wan?
friend: fried rice i doe wan...
me: bak chor mee leh?
friend: doe wan lah... yesterday eat liao
me: eat Mac?
friend: doe wan... don't feel like burgers
me: wah lau eh then wat u wan?
friend: dunno lah!...sian!
...does it ring a bell? many times when people ask you what do you want, instead of answering to the question, you start telling the person the things that you do not want. when asked again, what is it that you want exactly? you cannot produce an answer. hmm... (oh and another common thing that i just realised... we are sian most of the times. ok, but that's beside the point.)
relating this back to my career woes... i doe wan to be...
an insurance agent
a salesman/girl, whatever
a civil servant
an admin person
but what do i want to be??.......dunno lah! sian!
Singaporeans do not know what they want, but they know what they do not want.
let me give you a simple example:
me: eh eat wat?
friend: dunno leh...sian
me: fried rice wan?
friend: fried rice i doe wan...
me: bak chor mee leh?
friend: doe wan lah... yesterday eat liao
me: eat Mac?
friend: doe wan... don't feel like burgers
me: wah lau eh then wat u wan?
friend: dunno lah!...sian!
...does it ring a bell? many times when people ask you what do you want, instead of answering to the question, you start telling the person the things that you do not want. when asked again, what is it that you want exactly? you cannot produce an answer. hmm... (oh and another common thing that i just realised... we are sian most of the times. ok, but that's beside the point.)
relating this back to my career woes... i doe wan to be...
an insurance agent
a salesman/girl, whatever
a civil servant
an admin person
but what do i want to be??.......dunno lah! sian!
Saturday, September 16, 2006
recruitment talks
geez, i realised i've signed up for like 9 recruitment talks! (and counting) like a bit kiasu right? not sure if i'll turn up for all of them though...most of these talks are by the investment banks. which honestly, i do not see myself having a career there. not like i can count very well right?... although i definitely wouldn't mind the kind of $$ that they are willing to pay...*bl!nk bl!nk*
by May, i would have finished my exams and getting ready to get a 'real' job.. to start embarking on my career building process. my friends have been telling me that i'm worrying too soon, 2006 has not even ended yet! but i am so caught in the same situation 4 years ago when i was a poly fresh grad; i really have no idea what kind of jobs i want!!
it took me 4 years, and it's not figured out yet. what makes you think that i would have things figured in 8 months time??...sigh.
by May, i would have finished my exams and getting ready to get a 'real' job.. to start embarking on my career building process. my friends have been telling me that i'm worrying too soon, 2006 has not even ended yet! but i am so caught in the same situation 4 years ago when i was a poly fresh grad; i really have no idea what kind of jobs i want!!
it took me 4 years, and it's not figured out yet. what makes you think that i would have things figured in 8 months time??...sigh.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
i am so sick
this is a post about how i am so sick.
during my last medical checkup the doctor told me that i should wake up slowly, and sit at the side of the bed for at least one minute before standing up to avoid a sudden flux of blood to the brain.
but i think i got out of bed too quickly again on sunday afternoon, that i got so dizzy and fell on the floor! gave me a shock and it took me a moment to recover from it. then guess what, the moment i stood up from the fall, i started to puke. it was some yellowish juices that came out...now i'm starting to worry.
then the puking didn't stop, for the last few days!!! :( finally went to the doctor's at night, and realised that i was running a temperature - 38.0deg. doc said i had gastric flu. wah lau i also know, puke + diarrhea...confirm food poisoning. but what did i eat?! sigh....
so for the rest of sunday and the entire monday, i was in bed. i think i slept for more than 30 hours in a stretch. the more i slept the worse i felt. i need alot of focus to write this blog, and i'm not even writing coherently...
ok, not writing anymore, i think i need to puke again. i am so so sick. the only good thing that is coming out of this illness - i lost 1.6kg and counting...
during my last medical checkup the doctor told me that i should wake up slowly, and sit at the side of the bed for at least one minute before standing up to avoid a sudden flux of blood to the brain.
but i think i got out of bed too quickly again on sunday afternoon, that i got so dizzy and fell on the floor! gave me a shock and it took me a moment to recover from it. then guess what, the moment i stood up from the fall, i started to puke. it was some yellowish juices that came out...now i'm starting to worry.
then the puking didn't stop, for the last few days!!! :( finally went to the doctor's at night, and realised that i was running a temperature - 38.0deg. doc said i had gastric flu. wah lau i also know, puke + diarrhea...confirm food poisoning. but what did i eat?! sigh....
so for the rest of sunday and the entire monday, i was in bed. i think i slept for more than 30 hours in a stretch. the more i slept the worse i felt. i need alot of focus to write this blog, and i'm not even writing coherently...
ok, not writing anymore, i think i need to puke again. i am so so sick. the only good thing that is coming out of this illness - i lost 1.6kg and counting...
Friday, September 01, 2006
myth vs. truth
contrary to popular belief...i did not get my nickname "Champion Chen" from TKD!
i was playing badminton with my mates and...
me: come let's start!
friend: we play challenge one ok?!
friend: i sure win you one. :P
me: pui! you mean i sure win you right?!
friend: nahbeh if i lose i call you champion chen!
me: call me champion chen!!!
yup, and that's how i got my nick. :)
i was playing badminton with my mates and...
me: come let's start!
friend: we play challenge one ok?!
friend: i sure win you one. :P
me: pui! you mean i sure win you right?!
friend: nahbeh if i lose i call you champion chen!
me: call me champion chen!!!
yup, and that's how i got my nick. :)
Monday, August 28, 2006
victory is sweet
i knew i was not prepared for this nationals. my fitness level and skills were below par. if i were to win, i needed all my experience, and luck. as it turned out, luck was on my side.
not so on edwin's. he was doing so well, no one expected him to suffer such a serious injury in his finals. when i saw him cry, i knew it wasn't because of the injury. it was because of the pain of loss. he really wanted to win and he deserved to win. my heart went out to him.
sad moments aside though, last nite i won my 7th consecutive nationals gold medal. my final opponent was a girl who took over me after i left the national team. the feeling was fantastic; to win the match right in front of the crtics' eyes. i wanted to prove the critics wrong, and i did.
as yoda would say "sweet, victory is". in the ring, i could see, hear and feel the entire stadium behind me. spectators from all walks; people whom i knew and did not know were all cheering for me. it warmed my heart and filled me with a memory that will never leave me. no words can quite describe how i felt last nite. i was really high and felt like a superstar.
standing on the podium, my joy and pride were hard to hide. and yet, looking at my defeated opponents on the lower steps, i could not help but feel that a competition is a cruel thing. for there to be a winner, inevitably someone has to be the loser.
a perfect ending to my TKD career. a memorable retirement match.
all my 7 national gold medals...time really flies.
i was so excited the whole night that i felt no pain at all, even though i had some bruises here and there. but somehow, the same feeling didn't last till the next day. when i woke up just now, i almost couldn't feel my arms and legs and i felt like i was breaking apart!! haha. this teaches me i have to come back to reality. age is catching up.
special thanks to:
TP, NTU, SAFSA and Sports Team tkd members. i know you guys cheered the loudest :)
DH, for coaching me all these yrs, i'm very happy we won this together
small sir and big sir, who brought me into competitive sparring
bygon, who kept forcing me to do last minute training becos he thinks i am too fat to win
esther, who called back to congragulate me from China
JF, for the photos
everyone else who shouted my name throughout the match
A BIG THANK YOU. *bow*
not so on edwin's. he was doing so well, no one expected him to suffer such a serious injury in his finals. when i saw him cry, i knew it wasn't because of the injury. it was because of the pain of loss. he really wanted to win and he deserved to win. my heart went out to him.
sad moments aside though, last nite i won my 7th consecutive nationals gold medal. my final opponent was a girl who took over me after i left the national team. the feeling was fantastic; to win the match right in front of the crtics' eyes. i wanted to prove the critics wrong, and i did.
as yoda would say "sweet, victory is". in the ring, i could see, hear and feel the entire stadium behind me. spectators from all walks; people whom i knew and did not know were all cheering for me. it warmed my heart and filled me with a memory that will never leave me. no words can quite describe how i felt last nite. i was really high and felt like a superstar.
standing on the podium, my joy and pride were hard to hide. and yet, looking at my defeated opponents on the lower steps, i could not help but feel that a competition is a cruel thing. for there to be a winner, inevitably someone has to be the loser.
a perfect ending to my TKD career. a memorable retirement match.
all my 7 national gold medals...time really flies.
i was so excited the whole night that i felt no pain at all, even though i had some bruises here and there. but somehow, the same feeling didn't last till the next day. when i woke up just now, i almost couldn't feel my arms and legs and i felt like i was breaking apart!! haha. this teaches me i have to come back to reality. age is catching up.
special thanks to:
TP, NTU, SAFSA and Sports Team tkd members. i know you guys cheered the loudest :)
DH, for coaching me all these yrs, i'm very happy we won this together
small sir and big sir, who brought me into competitive sparring
bygon, who kept forcing me to do last minute training becos he thinks i am too fat to win
esther, who called back to congragulate me from China
JF, for the photos
everyone else who shouted my name throughout the match
A BIG THANK YOU. *bow*
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
45th
this year's Nationals are coming, my match will be on the 27th. competition is steep this time with many up and coming young players. some of them pray hard to not meet me in their matches, while some came with the intention of pinning me down. i think it is going to be an exciting competition.
someone just asked me if i feel the pressure to win, and i said No. but in fact the answer is Yes. i know i cannot accept defeat, especially this time. i wonder what will my reaction be if i really lose my match this year. will i be able to accept my defeat graciously? i really cannot tell yet.
i cannot remember since when, i started to keep a record of the competitions that i have been to. this Nationals will be my 45th one. is this a good number to retire? heh...will this Nationals be my 7th consecutive gold? i hope so, but i really don't know.
some tell me that i will win for sure while some speculate that i am over the hill. will i win this year? i'm excited to find out too.
someone just asked me if i feel the pressure to win, and i said No. but in fact the answer is Yes. i know i cannot accept defeat, especially this time. i wonder what will my reaction be if i really lose my match this year. will i be able to accept my defeat graciously? i really cannot tell yet.
i cannot remember since when, i started to keep a record of the competitions that i have been to. this Nationals will be my 45th one. is this a good number to retire? heh...will this Nationals be my 7th consecutive gold? i hope so, but i really don't know.
some tell me that i will win for sure while some speculate that i am over the hill. will i win this year? i'm excited to find out too.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
the end or just the beginning?
his funeral was both heartwrenching and heartwarming. more than a hundred of his TKD students, friends and relatives attended. we gave him a very special send off...all of us were clad in TKD uniforms, some of his friends even had trouble searching for their uniforms as they had already left the TKD scene for a very long time. his students put up one last performance. news reporters even came to cover his story.
it has been one whole week of insufficient sleep for me. i stayed over at his wake every night and slept an average of 4-5 hours per day. i wanted to be there for the fact that i knew him for so long, knew his brother, knew his wife, his parents, his cousins, his friends...
i came home quite relieved that his funeral is over. i'm exhausted from all the crying and helping out...i am glad that it has ended.
but is this the end...or is it just the beginning?? life has to go on for the people who are still alive. everyone must learn to move on, it's hard, especially for the family. as friends, we can only do this much to help...they must help themselves and pick themselves up from despair. i just hope that they can stop grieving soon...
my only photo with Ross, taken a few years back.
it has been one whole week of insufficient sleep for me. i stayed over at his wake every night and slept an average of 4-5 hours per day. i wanted to be there for the fact that i knew him for so long, knew his brother, knew his wife, his parents, his cousins, his friends...
i came home quite relieved that his funeral is over. i'm exhausted from all the crying and helping out...i am glad that it has ended.
but is this the end...or is it just the beginning?? life has to go on for the people who are still alive. everyone must learn to move on, it's hard, especially for the family. as friends, we can only do this much to help...they must help themselves and pick themselves up from despair. i just hope that they can stop grieving soon...
my only photo with Ross, taken a few years back.
Monday, July 31, 2006
sudden death
on June 23, i lost a teacher. today, on the last day of July, i lost a beloved friend; Steven my brother. i think this is getting a little too much for me to take...
who could have guessed? one minor surgery, a high fever and 3 days was what it took to take his precious life away.
i was at his wedding dinner just 4 months ago, we were all very happy for him and his new found wife. it was such a joyous occasion. we were feasting and toasting. but now, i am about to attend his wake.
so many things happened in just one night (last night), it was like a roller coaster ride. i was glad i accompanied him during the last moments of his life. i kept calling his name, held his hand and cheer him on. to make him promise not to give up, to keep breathing until his mother has arrived. he kept his promise; he passed on only after all his family members were there to see him one last time. i know it was really hard on him, and i am proud of his determination. brother, once a fighter, always a fighter.
Steven my brother, i will miss you. i will never forget the many interesting conversations we had, the long late night suppers we had...the many many memories we shared.
To All TKD Friends:
Steven Tay's (Ross Tay's) wake will be held from
1 Aug onwards at Blk 118 Toa Payoh Lor 2
cremation on 6 Aug, Sunday.
this is a message from Steven's family:
they hope that all of his friends try to attend his wake as much as they can as Steven likes to be surrounded by many friends and enjoys crowds.
who could have guessed? one minor surgery, a high fever and 3 days was what it took to take his precious life away.
i was at his wedding dinner just 4 months ago, we were all very happy for him and his new found wife. it was such a joyous occasion. we were feasting and toasting. but now, i am about to attend his wake.
so many things happened in just one night (last night), it was like a roller coaster ride. i was glad i accompanied him during the last moments of his life. i kept calling his name, held his hand and cheer him on. to make him promise not to give up, to keep breathing until his mother has arrived. he kept his promise; he passed on only after all his family members were there to see him one last time. i know it was really hard on him, and i am proud of his determination. brother, once a fighter, always a fighter.
Steven my brother, i will miss you. i will never forget the many interesting conversations we had, the long late night suppers we had...the many many memories we shared.
To All TKD Friends:
Steven Tay's (Ross Tay's) wake will be held from
1 Aug onwards at Blk 118 Toa Payoh Lor 2
cremation on 6 Aug, Sunday.
this is a message from Steven's family:
they hope that all of his friends try to attend his wake as much as they can as Steven likes to be surrounded by many friends and enjoys crowds.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
我是潮州人!
it was a 2 hour drive from HK to China. crossing the border was easier than i expected. it's just like going to JB from Singapore.
Guangzhou and Shenzhen are even warmer and much more polluted than HK. and everyone spits on the floor like nobody's business...visiting the public toilet is an adventure each time. if only the people here can be more civilised! oh well, actually it's not up to me to critisize, each country has it's own culture and norms. i'm just not used to it, it doesn't mean that it's not good.
ok, first thing on the agenda: FOOD. food here is cheap and good.
the next day, we got on a cab and told the driver that we want to go to 佛山 (actually it's only EC). despite the driver telling us that there is nothing to do there, EC kept on insisting that she wants to see 佛山, look for 宝芝灵 and traces of 黄飞鸿. win liao lor...i think she watched too much tv.
true enough...佛山 don't have 山, 佛山 also don't have 佛！even more so, don't have 宝芝灵 and 黄飞鸿!! it has become an industrial estate already lah.
so in the end we went to this CCTV film set where they filmed their drama serials such as 环朱格格 and 大宅门 there.
there was a show; a re-creation of scenes of a horse battle in the 三国演义 times. got 张飞，关于，刘备 and company...it's a pity that i don't really know much about the history of China...so don't ask me.
these guys are really skillful horse riders, and i can't help but to feel sorry for them. i mean the weather is sibeh hot and they had to wear all the ancient costumes for the show and perform for tourists like us who don't actually know the history behind the story that they are trying to act and don't really care. i bet they earn very little money from these shows too. sigh!!
oh and we went shopping too of course...i was at this shop wanting to buy an SD card and was bargaining for a better price with the shopkeeper and he refused to give in lor! then i noticed that he was speaking to his friend in Teochew. i quickly used my very broken Teochew to tell him that "我是潮州人, 我们是自己人. 卖我便宜一点啦!" and he was very surprised (and amused) and eventually sold the SD card to me at a very low price! HAHAHA.....
going back to HK again on wednesday morning. then going home on friday.
Guangzhou and Shenzhen are even warmer and much more polluted than HK. and everyone spits on the floor like nobody's business...visiting the public toilet is an adventure each time. if only the people here can be more civilised! oh well, actually it's not up to me to critisize, each country has it's own culture and norms. i'm just not used to it, it doesn't mean that it's not good.
ok, first thing on the agenda: FOOD. food here is cheap and good.
the next day, we got on a cab and told the driver that we want to go to 佛山 (actually it's only EC). despite the driver telling us that there is nothing to do there, EC kept on insisting that she wants to see 佛山, look for 宝芝灵 and traces of 黄飞鸿. win liao lor...i think she watched too much tv.
true enough...佛山 don't have 山, 佛山 also don't have 佛！even more so, don't have 宝芝灵 and 黄飞鸿!! it has become an industrial estate already lah.
so in the end we went to this CCTV film set where they filmed their drama serials such as 环朱格格 and 大宅门 there.
there was a show; a re-creation of scenes of a horse battle in the 三国演义 times. got 张飞，关于，刘备 and company...it's a pity that i don't really know much about the history of China...so don't ask me.
these guys are really skillful horse riders, and i can't help but to feel sorry for them. i mean the weather is sibeh hot and they had to wear all the ancient costumes for the show and perform for tourists like us who don't actually know the history behind the story that they are trying to act and don't really care. i bet they earn very little money from these shows too. sigh!!
oh and we went shopping too of course...i was at this shop wanting to buy an SD card and was bargaining for a better price with the shopkeeper and he refused to give in lor! then i noticed that he was speaking to his friend in Teochew. i quickly used my very broken Teochew to tell him that "我是潮州人, 我们是自己人. 卖我便宜一点啦!" and he was very surprised (and amused) and eventually sold the SD card to me at a very low price! HAHAHA.....
going back to HK again on wednesday morning. then going home on friday.
Friday, July 21, 2006
more than just shopping
apart from all the shopping and eating in Hong Kong, i actually spent a considerable amount of time visitng the outlying islands that i hadn't got a chance to go to during my previous 6 visits to this country! and i think the time spent was really worthwhile!
i went all the way to Tai O cos i remember watching this HK drama a few years back called: 大澳的天空 starred by actress 陈松柃. anyone remembers??
the scenary at the Tai O fishing village is great! and i guess it's one of the very few places where you can get fresh air in HK.
famous for it's salted fish, shrimp paste and other dried seafood.
on another day i went to the Stanley Market at Hong Kong Island for lunch. nice place to chill.
oh, and JJ happened to be in HK for a handball tournament too. it was held at the Univ of Science & Technology, in Sai Kung. i went down to support them, although expectedly the Singapore team kena thrashed by the China team lah. heh...
the buildings you see are the student's dormitories! so nice right? got all the 山山水水. although the school is also situated at a damn ulu area, but still better than NTU...both ulu and ugly.
next stop...Guangzhou and Shenzhen!
i went all the way to Tai O cos i remember watching this HK drama a few years back called: 大澳的天空 starred by actress 陈松柃. anyone remembers??
the scenary at the Tai O fishing village is great! and i guess it's one of the very few places where you can get fresh air in HK.
famous for it's salted fish, shrimp paste and other dried seafood.
on another day i went to the Stanley Market at Hong Kong Island for lunch. nice place to chill.
oh, and JJ happened to be in HK for a handball tournament too. it was held at the Univ of Science & Technology, in Sai Kung. i went down to support them, although expectedly the Singapore team kena thrashed by the China team lah. heh...
the buildings you see are the student's dormitories! so nice right? got all the 山山水水. although the school is also situated at a damn ulu area, but still better than NTU...both ulu and ugly.
next stop...Guangzhou and Shenzhen!
Thursday, July 20, 2006
happy birthday to me
My first birthday message... Heh
Jemapela wrote:
Hi Peiqi,
It's your favourite rebel Singaporean who's running amok in Australia. Are you still lost in 800 acres of New Zealand farm land?
Actually, I just wanted to be honest with you about something. My butt crack itches like hell, and to keep my mind off it, I decided to spend just this little bit of time to sweet-talk you into believing that you will look prettier on 20th July. I think it's gonna happen. You gotta have faith.
Remember Peiqi, all cakes are sinfully tasty, so save the leftovers of your birthday cake in the freezer until I come back. (God knows when.)
Sorry for the wicked humour. I was just smoking weed earlier.
Yours shamelessly,
Sir Shameless Jeremy Chua
Peiqi wrote:
Dear Shameless Chua,
I have since found my direction to go back home from NZ farm land...I have come to realise that I had to be back to face the reality - to study and work (internship). I must understand that life is more than just smelling horse shit on a vast grass land.
I have learnt a very, very big piece of grass land is very, very dangerous. It can make me forget all my stress. Which must not happen because I have been stressed my entire life, I grew up on regular dosages of stress. I refuse to let anything take stress away from me just like that! It makes me go cold turkey. Which is why, I do not think I will ever go back to NZ again.
Anyways my internship has ended. Now I am lost again...this time, in the hustle and bustle of the city called Hong Kong. :) Been here since 16th July and will only go back to Singapore end of the month. I think I will be sticking my birthday candles up the arse of a lovely HK style roasted goose. (Wished you were here, so that I can shove the candles up your arse instead) So no leftover cakes for now. Sorry.
Thanks for remembering my birthday. Hope to see you soon :)
ps: i look pretty everyday. not only on 20.07
Regards,
Madame Likes-To-Shove-Things Peiqi Chen.
i got a huge slice of chocolate cake complimentary from Sheraton Hong Kong! and this was the only thing that's left...
Jemapela wrote:
Hi Peiqi,
It's your favourite rebel Singaporean who's running amok in Australia. Are you still lost in 800 acres of New Zealand farm land?
Actually, I just wanted to be honest with you about something. My butt crack itches like hell, and to keep my mind off it, I decided to spend just this little bit of time to sweet-talk you into believing that you will look prettier on 20th July. I think it's gonna happen. You gotta have faith.
Remember Peiqi, all cakes are sinfully tasty, so save the leftovers of your birthday cake in the freezer until I come back. (God knows when.)
Sorry for the wicked humour. I was just smoking weed earlier.
Yours shamelessly,
Sir Shameless Jeremy Chua
Peiqi wrote:
Dear Shameless Chua,
I have since found my direction to go back home from NZ farm land...I have come to realise that I had to be back to face the reality - to study and work (internship). I must understand that life is more than just smelling horse shit on a vast grass land.
I have learnt a very, very big piece of grass land is very, very dangerous. It can make me forget all my stress. Which must not happen because I have been stressed my entire life, I grew up on regular dosages of stress. I refuse to let anything take stress away from me just like that! It makes me go cold turkey. Which is why, I do not think I will ever go back to NZ again.
Anyways my internship has ended. Now I am lost again...this time, in the hustle and bustle of the city called Hong Kong. :) Been here since 16th July and will only go back to Singapore end of the month. I think I will be sticking my birthday candles up the arse of a lovely HK style roasted goose. (Wished you were here, so that I can shove the candles up your arse instead) So no leftover cakes for now. Sorry.
Thanks for remembering my birthday. Hope to see you soon :)
ps: i look pretty everyday. not only on 20.07
Regards,
Madame Likes-To-Shove-Things Peiqi Chen.
i got a huge slice of chocolate cake complimentary from Sheraton Hong Kong! and this was the only thing that's left...
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
sweaty armpits
the weather here is damn hot lah, about 32degrees! but i don't understand leh...somehow i feel that the heat is really unbearable. i mean, afterall i came from a tropical country, and i thought i should be quite accustomed to hot weather already? hmm...
i think the problem lies in...Hong Kong hasn't got enough trees! there are hardly any shady area for me to hide in. half the time i am soaked in my own sweat...yucks! and today i had to stop shopping halfway to come back to the hotel for a shower!
ok, i guess now i have finally found one thing that i can agree with Lee Kuan Yew, that is, his wise decision to plant many many trees along our roads 30 yrs ago.
前人种树, 后人纳凉 you know?
sigh...but this trip a bit sian cos i am down with flu hence feeling groggy all the time. and i really hope the flu has got nothing to do with the many many plates of roast goose i have eaten so far.
i think the problem lies in...Hong Kong hasn't got enough trees! there are hardly any shady area for me to hide in. half the time i am soaked in my own sweat...yucks! and today i had to stop shopping halfway to come back to the hotel for a shower!
ok, i guess now i have finally found one thing that i can agree with Lee Kuan Yew, that is, his wise decision to plant many many trees along our roads 30 yrs ago.
前人种树, 后人纳凉 you know?
sigh...but this trip a bit sian cos i am down with flu hence feeling groggy all the time. and i really hope the flu has got nothing to do with the many many plates of roast goose i have eaten so far.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
sea crash exercise
there was a sea crash exercise at the airport today. the scenario in brief: a flight from Pro Brono Airlines (ficticious) crashed into the sea before it could land at Changi Airport leaving various numbers of passengers dead and injured. the aim of this exercise was to evaluate the responsiveness of the airlines and airport staff...how they react to a disaster and crisis management.
12 interns, including me and those in my office were roped in to play the role of next of kins of the passengers onboard. the officer who briefed us before the exercise gave us very limited background information to our assigned role and told us to 'just use our own discretion and let the creativity flow...'
at first i was thinking...we will surely 笑场 once we see each other acting and make a big joke out of it. either that, or it's going to be 冷场 and then it will be a flop! wah lau eh damn paiseh lah...
but guess what? in the end it turn out that i was wrong...in fact, VERY WRONG! the moment we started acting, everyone became damn serious lah!... all like vying for this year's 红星大奖 like that sia!!
最佳女主角奖 (Best Female Actress)
jo-ni acted as an old lady whose son was on board. she has little information, was devastated, threatened to commit suicide!
"我的儿子啊！把我的儿子还给我！如果我的儿子死了，我也不想活了!"
* cry cry cry cry cry..............*
"你们带我去飞机那边看！ 我一定可以认得我的儿子的!"
* cry cry cry cry cry..............and bangs chest with fists* (槌心肝)
最佳男主角奖 (Best Male Actor)
shawny acted as a rowdy and impatient man, he does not want to listen to apologies. he heard rumours that his uncle is dead and turned violent!
shawny: "you know how i feel or not? now i don't even know if my uncle is dead or alive! and all you can tell me is to wait, wait and wait! ask me if i want to eat sandwiches somemore, like as if i still got appetite like that!"
*kicks chairs violently and at least 4 chairs flew a meter away*
police: "sir, please calm down. if not i will have to put you under arrest"
shawny: "bloody hell! you want to arrest me is it? my uncle is dead and you want to arrest me?! what nonsense is this!....you handcuff me lah! handcuff me!"
then the police LL lor...
最佳女配角 (Best Supporting Female Actress)
goes to ME! hahahaha...buay paiseh
my role was relatively easy to act lah...i was supposed to be a demanding person and wants more information to be revealed and fast. so i kept harrasing the airline ladies like every 5 mins for more info. i was also supposed to stir up the emotions of other next of kins sitting in the room by 加-ing 盐 and 加-ing 醋, to make everyone riot against the airline staff. got quite a bit of 感情戏 involved also. cos must act worried and sad....
in conclusion, the entire acting drama thingy was cool shit!!!!! we enjoyed the whole process so so much! and this was really an awesome way to end my internship lah!!! apparently our acting was so good that alot of the airline staff came to ask us if we belonged to some drama company that the airport outsourced for this operation. hahahaha!!!
cool shit! :)
12 interns, including me and those in my office were roped in to play the role of next of kins of the passengers onboard. the officer who briefed us before the exercise gave us very limited background information to our assigned role and told us to 'just use our own discretion and let the creativity flow...'
at first i was thinking...we will surely 笑场 once we see each other acting and make a big joke out of it. either that, or it's going to be 冷场 and then it will be a flop! wah lau eh damn paiseh lah...
but guess what? in the end it turn out that i was wrong...in fact, VERY WRONG! the moment we started acting, everyone became damn serious lah!... all like vying for this year's 红星大奖 like that sia!!
最佳女主角奖 (Best Female Actress)
jo-ni acted as an old lady whose son was on board. she has little information, was devastated, threatened to commit suicide!
"我的儿子啊！把我的儿子还给我！如果我的儿子死了，我也不想活了!"
* cry cry cry cry cry..............*
"你们带我去飞机那边看！ 我一定可以认得我的儿子的!"
* cry cry cry cry cry..............and bangs chest with fists* (槌心肝)
最佳男主角奖 (Best Male Actor)
shawny acted as a rowdy and impatient man, he does not want to listen to apologies. he heard rumours that his uncle is dead and turned violent!
shawny: "you know how i feel or not? now i don't even know if my uncle is dead or alive! and all you can tell me is to wait, wait and wait! ask me if i want to eat sandwiches somemore, like as if i still got appetite like that!"
*kicks chairs violently and at least 4 chairs flew a meter away*
police: "sir, please calm down. if not i will have to put you under arrest"
shawny: "bloody hell! you want to arrest me is it? my uncle is dead and you want to arrest me?! what nonsense is this!....you handcuff me lah! handcuff me!"
then the police LL lor...
最佳女配角 (Best Supporting Female Actress)
goes to ME! hahahaha...buay paiseh
my role was relatively easy to act lah...i was supposed to be a demanding person and wants more information to be revealed and fast. so i kept harrasing the airline ladies like every 5 mins for more info. i was also supposed to stir up the emotions of other next of kins sitting in the room by 加-ing 盐 and 加-ing 醋, to make everyone riot against the airline staff. got quite a bit of 感情戏 involved also. cos must act worried and sad....
in conclusion, the entire acting drama thingy was cool shit!!!!! we enjoyed the whole process so so much! and this was really an awesome way to end my internship lah!!! apparently our acting was so good that alot of the airline staff came to ask us if we belonged to some drama company that the airport outsourced for this operation. hahahaha!!!
cool shit! :)
Thursday, July 06, 2006
mentos and coke
friend: "eh...you know if you add mentos to coke, it will explode leh!"
me: "yeah right, you think i born yesterday is it?"
then i found this clip at youtube lah! madness! it's the 'real thing'..
this one is like an ochestrated mentos-coke explosion. heh...
"are you thinking what i'm thinking B1?".....
i am so going to jio-jio all the TP interns at CAAS to go and try out this experiment at the airport carpark tomorrow!!!! hahahahaha......shiokers! just hope we will not be spotted by our supervisors!
me: "yeah right, you think i born yesterday is it?"
then i found this clip at youtube lah! madness! it's the 'real thing'..
this one is like an ochestrated mentos-coke explosion. heh...
"are you thinking what i'm thinking B1?".....
i am so going to jio-jio all the TP interns at CAAS to go and try out this experiment at the airport carpark tomorrow!!!! hahahahaha......shiokers! just hope we will not be spotted by our supervisors!
Friday, June 30, 2006
what's your feel?
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
No you don't know what it's like to be like me...
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
No you don't know what it's like to be like me...
Friday, June 23, 2006
she's gone...
Miss Peh was my English teacher in sec school. i remember her as an extraordinary teacher with magical powers that can make even the most rebellious ah beng and ah lian (myself inclusive) in my class do her bidding...
she was diagnosed with cancer one year after my graduation. i remember visiting her twice in the hospital in the past 7 years...i was in Poly then. she was really courageous, she never tried to hide her condition from anyone and talked about it openly. i started to think, what will i do if i were her? would i choose to accept reality and make the most out of my remaining life or would i start to dwell and blame everyone else for my condition?
Miss Peh stopped all kinds of treatments about a year ago as her condition wasn't improving. this meant that she was prepared to accept death. her body continued to deteriorate until of recent months, she developed complications such as kidney failure.
she was in great pain a few weeks before her death and was oedematous (swelling). she asked the doctors if she could be euthanised (put to sleep) but that's not allowed in Singapore.
on 19 June 2006, she has finally passed on in the middle of her sleep.
i was at her wake...from the turnout of her ex-students, it's not hard to see why she was loved by all. it was a christian wake...i was crying the whole time while we were singing songs to commemorate her. suddenly i started to wonder....if i was the one to pass away today, how many of my friends will come to my wake? will they cry for me? will they have any good things to reminisce about me? how long will it be after my death that i will be completely forgotten?
we went in to look at her one last time. she looked so different, i almost couldn't recognise her. i guess it's because of the swellings. she was clad in a white gown, with white gloves. it looked like a wedding dress. probably it was her wish to be dressed in a wedding gown since she never had the chance as she was never married?...she looked graceful lying in the white coffin, almost smiling. i know she is now relieved of all the pains and sufferings.
that night gathered many of my old friends whom i haven't met for almost a decade. we sat down and started reminisicing old times. we would never have gotten this chance if not for this occassion. how great can this teacher get? she has done something good for her students even after her death.
i love you Miss Peh. Goodbye.
she was diagnosed with cancer one year after my graduation. i remember visiting her twice in the hospital in the past 7 years...i was in Poly then. she was really courageous, she never tried to hide her condition from anyone and talked about it openly. i started to think, what will i do if i were her? would i choose to accept reality and make the most out of my remaining life or would i start to dwell and blame everyone else for my condition?
Miss Peh stopped all kinds of treatments about a year ago as her condition wasn't improving. this meant that she was prepared to accept death. her body continued to deteriorate until of recent months, she developed complications such as kidney failure.
she was in great pain a few weeks before her death and was oedematous (swelling). she asked the doctors if she could be euthanised (put to sleep) but that's not allowed in Singapore.
on 19 June 2006, she has finally passed on in the middle of her sleep.
i was at her wake...from the turnout of her ex-students, it's not hard to see why she was loved by all. it was a christian wake...i was crying the whole time while we were singing songs to commemorate her. suddenly i started to wonder....if i was the one to pass away today, how many of my friends will come to my wake? will they cry for me? will they have any good things to reminisce about me? how long will it be after my death that i will be completely forgotten?
we went in to look at her one last time. she looked so different, i almost couldn't recognise her. i guess it's because of the swellings. she was clad in a white gown, with white gloves. it looked like a wedding dress. probably it was her wish to be dressed in a wedding gown since she never had the chance as she was never married?...she looked graceful lying in the white coffin, almost smiling. i know she is now relieved of all the pains and sufferings.
that night gathered many of my old friends whom i haven't met for almost a decade. we sat down and started reminisicing old times. we would never have gotten this chance if not for this occassion. how great can this teacher get? she has done something good for her students even after her death.
i love you Miss Peh. Goodbye.
Monday, June 19, 2006
doncha' ever critisize my honey sausages
i cannot believe i actually managed to survive the tkd training camp last week, being captivated in an enclosed area (bungalow chalet) with so many kids at one time!
i hate kids, they're so damn irritating can?! it's worse when they don't have a cute face to compensate for! i mean if you are quite cute but irritating, i still can tahan a bit lah, but if the face is like KNS and still have bad manners, then i really feel like giving them one tight slap.
kids nowadays...really have bad manners, or should i say no manners at all. don't know what's the meaning of respect. cannot even ask for a favour properly...your parents never teach you how to say 'Please' meh?!...tmd
and they are all damn drama kings/queens lah!! cry non stop over trival matters. of cos i cannot be bothered to coax them. i was hoping that they cry until dehydrated then no energy to kaopeh anymore.
on the last night, we had a bbq and i had to quickly cook the food for the kids cos they are the kings/queens of the house, cannot be starved. the first round of sausages didn't turn out well cos the fire was too big, then one stupid boy had to give his unwanted comment:
stupid boy: "eee the hotdog chao tah one...such a bad cook!"
me: (staring at him sternly) "you say that again!!!"
stupid boy: "that again"
i could feel the urge to rip his mouth apart and throw him down the slope, leave him to die at the beach. you think your answer very funny issit?? and how dare you say i'm a bad cook?!?! i am like so famous for my bbq honey sausages lor...highly requested by all my friends at all bbq functions. this time is just a small mistake! i don't need your stupid comment.
say! say! say!...as hard gay does it. you kids shut up! i hate you! hahahaha!
i hate kids, they're so damn irritating can?! it's worse when they don't have a cute face to compensate for! i mean if you are quite cute but irritating, i still can tahan a bit lah, but if the face is like KNS and still have bad manners, then i really feel like giving them one tight slap.
kids nowadays...really have bad manners, or should i say no manners at all. don't know what's the meaning of respect. cannot even ask for a favour properly...your parents never teach you how to say 'Please' meh?!...tmd
and they are all damn drama kings/queens lah!! cry non stop over trival matters. of cos i cannot be bothered to coax them. i was hoping that they cry until dehydrated then no energy to kaopeh anymore.
on the last night, we had a bbq and i had to quickly cook the food for the kids cos they are the kings/queens of the house, cannot be starved. the first round of sausages didn't turn out well cos the fire was too big, then one stupid boy had to give his unwanted comment:
stupid boy: "eee the hotdog chao tah one...such a bad cook!"
me: (staring at him sternly) "you say that again!!!"
stupid boy: "that again"
i could feel the urge to rip his mouth apart and throw him down the slope, leave him to die at the beach. you think your answer very funny issit?? and how dare you say i'm a bad cook?!?! i am like so famous for my bbq honey sausages lor...highly requested by all my friends at all bbq functions. this time is just a small mistake! i don't need your stupid comment.
say! say! say!...as hard gay does it. you kids shut up! i hate you! hahahaha!
Friday, June 16, 2006
what was i thinking?!
i've finally resumed normal working hours and went back to my office today and was eager to catch up with the latest ba guas in the office while i was away doing the night shift duty at terminal 1. met JJ (an intern from NUS) along the corridoor and we started ba gua-ing. i learnt from him that two of the staff from his dept have tendered their resignation, one of them was LLih (his internship supervisor).
LLih also happened to be J's (my internship supervisor) good friend at work. although her resignation didn't really come as a surprise to me since i heard she hasn't been happy about the working environment. but i was shocked to hear that today is the last day we'll be seeing her at work cos apparently she has many days of uncleared leave and used it to nett off her 1 month notice...so sudden sia~
then came the time to knock off...and LLih came into our office to say bye to J, i could immediately sense sadness filling the air while they bade each other farewell. i could see J's eyes turning red while LLih walked away with her bags...then at this moment, i just had to say something stupid...
me: "eh J...your eyes so red, don't tell me you going to cry hor...eh don't cry leh don't cry leh...LLih is gone but you still have me!! hahahahaha...."
guess what? after my stupid comment, J's tears started pouring and she cried lah!!! wah lau eh she's like trying hard not to cry in front of me - her chao intern liao and i still have to go and mention the word 'CRY'! three times somemore like machiam scared she didn't hear it the first like like that. piang eh...i'm so dumb lah!!...
i felt so bad and didn't know how to react, so i 三十六计，走为上计...quickly grabbed my bag, ran off as fast as i could and shouted "J bye bye i go home first" from like 100 meters away...i is such a wimp! sometimes i wish god can take my mouth away.
LLih also happened to be J's (my internship supervisor) good friend at work. although her resignation didn't really come as a surprise to me since i heard she hasn't been happy about the working environment. but i was shocked to hear that today is the last day we'll be seeing her at work cos apparently she has many days of uncleared leave and used it to nett off her 1 month notice...so sudden sia~
then came the time to knock off...and LLih came into our office to say bye to J, i could immediately sense sadness filling the air while they bade each other farewell. i could see J's eyes turning red while LLih walked away with her bags...then at this moment, i just had to say something stupid...
me: "eh J...your eyes so red, don't tell me you going to cry hor...eh don't cry leh don't cry leh...LLih is gone but you still have me!! hahahahaha...."
guess what? after my stupid comment, J's tears started pouring and she cried lah!!! wah lau eh she's like trying hard not to cry in front of me - her chao intern liao and i still have to go and mention the word 'CRY'! three times somemore like machiam scared she didn't hear it the first like like that. piang eh...i'm so dumb lah!!...
i felt so bad and didn't know how to react, so i 三十六计，走为上计...quickly grabbed my bag, ran off as fast as i could and shouted "J bye bye i go home first" from like 100 meters away...i is such a wimp! sometimes i wish god can take my mouth away.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
keep walking
johnny walker says: keep walking
and that was exactly what i have been doing, for the entire day at work. i am on a 12 hour shift work for one week, doing some observational studies. it sucks. walking up and down the check-in rows is not an easy task man. damn siong.
and whenever i'm on the graveyard shift from 7pm to 7am, i feel like i'm walking in a mega freezer. sibeh cold lah! and whole airport like so deserted. sian sian sian.
just when i said i enjoy going to work i have to kena this arrow...boo hoo! i just hope this week can be over real soon! argh...
and that was exactly what i have been doing, for the entire day at work. i am on a 12 hour shift work for one week, doing some observational studies. it sucks. walking up and down the check-in rows is not an easy task man. damn siong.
and whenever i'm on the graveyard shift from 7pm to 7am, i feel like i'm walking in a mega freezer. sibeh cold lah! and whole airport like so deserted. sian sian sian.
just when i said i enjoy going to work i have to kena this arrow...boo hoo! i just hope this week can be over real soon! argh...
Sunday, June 04, 2006
hard gay...okaaayy!!!
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say say say!!!
say say say!!!
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