normally i love Q&A sessions, cos i love to debate, i love to rebut, more importantly i love to tell people how great my idea is and how theirs suck. but i couldn't say a thing that day...because i knew our project lacked substance...basically it's a flop.
i was sad, very very sad. so sad that i actually teared a little in class after the presentation. fortunately i fought back my tears even before anyone notices it...really didn't want to show that i'm weak. i tried my very best to defend the team, but halfway through i just lost morale...and kept my mouth shut...and wither to the back...and try to camouflage myself behind my mates hoping that no one would see me. for this, i despise myself. i felt so useless, and i hate this feeling of useless/helpless-ness.
to sum up. i felt so fucked.
and this terrible feeling didn't just end there. i took it home with me. by the time i got back, i was feeling super exhausted, but i could hardly sleep. throughtout the night i kept thinking "shit i should have said this and that..." "damn i should have answered so and so's question on this and that"... and by the time i was done with dwelling, it was time to wake up and go to school for another presentation.
*yawn*
in contrast, the presentation today was near perfect. transition was smooth, no glitches at all and i gave my speech like a true professional. the class thought the slides looked great and had interesting contents. more importantly, the tutor loved our presentation and was full of praises for our team after. i was over the moon...especially since this particular tutor is one of my fav. fav. professor in NTU!!
the team even went out to celebrate our success afterwards. we had so much good food and drinks and even played bowling. the norwegian exchange students in the team were such fun people to hang out with!
guess...i'm lucky afterall to have ended my final presentation in NTU on a happy note.
this norwegian ang moh on my team is so so so cute!!

























after lunch Mel picked me up from the hotel and we went to this Boat Asia launch at One°15 at Sentosa cove... i have never seen this place before, and cannot help thinking that it bears a resemblance to the waterfront in NZ! (except that NZ is nicer) singapore is so copy cat lor.



















