decision making

i was crossing the road on wednesday after work and it was a 'green man' turning 'red man' kindof situation. this STUPID driver in a red SUV had purposely stepped on his accelarator very hard as soon as the lights turned green for him. his car came on quite fast and i could have been hit if i hadn't avoid it quick enough.....

various thoughts went though my head just as it happened. so, my ex-national athlete instinct told me to quickly jump aside to avoid the car... but the office-lady-who's-tired-of-working side of me realised how good it will be if i get hit accidentally because then i can go on a long hospitalisation leave! no, not that i'm tired of living, but because i was already in the process of 'siam-ing' the car. i was at an angle where even if the car really had hit me, it won't be a die-on-the-spot kindof accident. it's probably going to be some abrasion or bruises (like small injuries) i can even play up my injuries later... because the driver had a very 'guai lan' face and he was really inconsiderate to be driving recklessly so it'd be good if i can make things difficult for him after the accident. muahahaha...anyways so i was thinking alot in my head.. it was very complicated! because suddenly i'm reminded of my three week "june holidays"... so even if i'm hospitalised now it's also not going to be worth it, however at the same time it was a golden opportunity! - like how often do you get run over by a car right??

it was a very complex decision i had to make in a very short time, i was very confused!! in the end i chose to jump aside. hah. better luck next time! :p